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Advanced ... that is ... advanced!! :-D

I realized only now he had done the celebrations due to my babies Advanced Course, Saturday, October 23 that they faced their first deep wreck (the wonderful Cargo Sestri) and their first night. Not true, the night someone had already done, but Okay ... ;-)

What about ... good, well ordered, despite the persistent bad weather and cold, to be repaid un'acquetta tiepidina (19 ° C over -30 ... I love the Ligurian Sea in the fall ...) and good visibility.
there was a little imprecise, true, but it is known that I am a pain in the ass and I do everything to "rub" ... after all I learned from the best, so expect the best!! ;-) Too bad

missing Francesco (sick) and I adored Buddy (road taken by the thesis), otherwise the cabin was up !!!!! It will be for the next.

A small note of credit goes to David, especially, new entry of the group, but if that is the fared very well. After knowing him a bit 'in person during the course I could see it working as a sub, I like, precise, meticulous and attentive to what was happening to him and about him, as well as enjoy the view. Bravo David!

Needless to emphasize their faces met, and their mood at the stars when we all met for dinner at Raieu, an event during which disappeared two bowls of beautiful white soon ... so I should not drive. :-P
I want to clarify that Fabio, Dennis and I, there being offered to make the switch from bottles to Odyssey, we were fasting until ten at night, except for two "Pan di Stelle" scrounging skills to good Peter .. . ;-) What

say, that night I fell asleep with a sad weight on my stomach, even if the long talk on the phone with my beautiful and abnormal amounts of wine that I swallowed helped me get to sleep.
My last thought before collapsing, after all, was that, while the worst happened, I was also under water, undertook to convey these teachings to others and the passion that Walter sent me.

I like to keep the courses as well. In my little I want to continue to spread his philosophy of diving.

yet be accomplished guys!! ;-)

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This wound will not heal Seem To ...

Today I experienced a first phase change ... I went from that the refusal to that anger. Bad experience, because I threatened to cause injury to someone standing next to me. Fortunately I'm surrounded by people, including me are close to this pain.
But this time I do not like. I spent the last year working on my emotions, living fully in every experience good or bad it was, and now I find myself suppressing everything in the worst way ...
Tonight I relaxed, I enjoyed every moment, now I'm ready to let go. I do not know when it will happen, but I want to throw out all about it when I'm ready.

suffer. It really hurts. But I'm not the only one to suffer: all around me deal with their pain and I have to do the same to be in some way help others. 'Fuck the phases ... I do not have time for all the others.
I celebrate my love for Walter, do not persevere in an obstinate closure, though it may be hard at first.

only remains a great fear. To appear in my world and find that it is no longer the same, missing a guide, a reference point ...
Who tells me to get started, I temporarily downsizing their ambitions and starting to build something of my own.
Who tells me that Walter gave me a solid foundation and unique, a new way of thinking about diving, a number of key points with which you can do anything.
They are absolutely right. I told you that I'm surrounded by wonderful people.
The fear remains, but I have to deal with it without using it as an excuse to pull back, without throwing the air (actually, the fish) the work of the last two years.

" Take your time and trained rigorously. Less alibi you create and work better. "

... guess what it was ... =-)

I had not realized yet, but I want to go underwater.

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Stasi ...

It 's amazing how everything I do not even seem possible ... he speaks, it is discussed, there is nothing in our days. Only 3 days actually, but it seems a month.
Yet it is as if it was just pretend, pretend as if I have accepted everything. But I speak some, in fact Ubik still do not.
And sleep does not help ... collapse in the evening, but several hours before dusk already set my eyes staring at the ceiling dark. At least an hour, the recovery in the afternoon usually. Luckily I

beside me someone really special that helps me keep in touch with reality, otherwise who knows where I would be now. I will write

rivers and streams of words, but jot down something and then immediately delete it, rewrite it, the reorganization and Re-delete. Maybe there would be too long to write and will not accept the fact I will not have the right motivation to do so.
Silvia, I promise you my heart will flow from the wonderful words, soon the tears will be able to do the same from my eyes ...

I have the consolation of having already written a lot about him on this blog and to know that he has read what the dedicated.

I want to scream and to remain in absolute silence at the same time.

Fuck what I miss ...

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Hello Walter ...

I love you, my friend.